Enjoy Every View From the Top.

I'm not afraid of flying and I usually don't get nervous about flying.

However my life has been going to spectacularly terrible, falling clear out of the sky only makes sense as my next life progression.

As I sat peering into the cracks of the airplane ceiling being taunted by the bright yellow gas masks, I had a real life moment were I thought, (read: hoped) this is it.

After 5months of stalled enuii, I go out by way of airjet headed towards Savannah, GA Home of... SCAD university?

Figures.

But alas, I did not go down.

I, in fact, soared. High above the clouds. And between the clouds and through the clouds.

And was reminded of the hardest truths I still face:

There is no Beauty without ashes.

From the tireless nights the wright brothers endured. Through out all those who lost sleep and hope from being involved in the evolution of the aircraft. The pressure the pilots [probably] feel holding the life of 100+ people delicately in their hands. The nights the flight attendants cried because maybe training is harder than they anticipated and they often wondered is it really worth it?

So much heartache and perserverence was put into those few moments of me enjoying the view from the top.

My life is no different. 

My story is no different.

 My own heartache and perserverence is making way for someone to enjoy a few moments of enjoying the view from the top.

Sure, my struggles will make way for myself 

but they will also make way for many many people.

And that makes me happy I made it to safely to Savannah, GA home of... SCAD university!