DearJesiRae

As a writer it is my job to use words. to find words, to convey feelings with words.

but sometimes words aren't easy to come by, and then there are those rare times that words don't even exist.

To my First Friend.
My favorite friend.
My furthest friend.
My fightingest friend. 
(it doesn't need to make sense, it just needs to fit)
My fiercest friend.


How do you use mere human words to explain something so divine.
How do I say mean the world to me. Im so glad You are half of me. 
How do I avoid saying 'My sister buddy." on the internet?
(why was that E V E R a thing?)
How do I thank you for the life lessons you taught?
how do I unsee all the "hood movies" & suspense thrillers you made me sit through?
How do I explain the laughs shared. because seriously, we are the most hilarious people I know.
How do I let the world in on our millions of inside jokes that even we probably can't recall?

There are no words. and I'm not going to attempt to try them.

 & so instead I wish to share this blessing.

May the 17 months that separate us be made up in an eternity of love that binds us. and when the day comes that I grow up and get off your Netflix may Levi realize she has THE BEST aunt ever... and also the Greatest Mommy ever.

May all your deepest dreams be yours, and my love & light permeate your soul.

I am Me, because of you.

Love you Lawlee.

Forever yours,

Jesi